Author: Autumn
•2/17/2008 09:48:00 PM
I was driving home from work the other day, and somehow my thoughts strayed to laughter. I love to laugh, whatever the occasion, laughing is just fun. But more than laughing what I love is making others laugh. There is a natural high involved in hearing a sincere laugh from someone as a direct result of something I said or did.

On that note, I wouldn't really say I am a funny person — I am no comedian. The times when I try to be funny are the times I most definitely fail. I had to recognize that a big part of the reason I make people laugh is because I'm such a klutz.

I have always been an extremely awkward person. I have many good qualities and abilities and all that, but grace is one thing I have never been blessed with. It has always seemed that, physically, things that seem to come naturally to everyone else never quite do for me. Things like, well walking, playing any sport and most especially dancing. I love to watch old movie musicals with the likes of Fred Astaire, along with newer shows like "So You Think You Can Dance", and part of the reason is that I have an immense respect (and envy) for how those people seem so at ease with their own bodies.

But going back to my earlier point, this extreme lack of grace leads me into a large number of interesting situations. Not a day goes by that I don't trip on nothing, run into everything and everyone, and have something I touch fall down three or four times in a row as I try to stabilize it.

If the only laughter I elicited was from people who were laughing directly at me because of something foolish I'd done, I doubt I would feel such euphoria. But I think the fact that I have grown past the point of embarrassment and reached a place of acceptance makes all the difference.

I know I'm accident prone, and even I think it's funny. When I manage to get poked in the eye by the lid of someone's baseball cap at work, I laugh as hard as anyone else because it is funny. I mean, what are the odds?!
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3 comments:

On February 18, 2008 at 9:53 AM , The Smaellies said...

Good times! I remember many occasions where your head met the door jam or you fumbled down the stairs. I am glad you laugh at yourself, it make it so much more fun!

 
On February 18, 2008 at 4:22 PM , Shay and Kira said...

haha!! I agree with Adele...good times. I love your blog. It's so insightfula nd remindes me what our days as roomies were like. Keep up the good work so I can see what you are up to!

 
On February 18, 2008 at 10:45 PM , Katie said...

I am glad that you put on your facebook that you have a blog, because now I can read it and write you a comment. :) How are you? I've missed you since you went away. We still get some of your mail. It's a little bit bizarre.